Angst

Me! Why?! Why do I have to say those things, that hurt ppl so much. Time and time again. I never seem to learn. Why?
shut up, yes. SHUT UP!
I should just shut up and not talk when I'm angry.
the angst in me is leading me NOWHERE.
I have to face the mess I've created.
why do I never seem to learn? ppl forgive me, I do it to someone else, again.
ARH!!!!!!!!! WHY!
hm. No matter what, to the ppl around me, thanks for putting up with me, thanks for forgiving me.
rah.

change, I need to.
change, I have to.
change, I will.
through God, yes.