way back into love

I burnt my fingers trying to dig burnt chocolate out of the bowl.
Please people, don't eat fondue.
Unless you want the life of us washing like crazy.
It's so expensive and the chocolate's cheap skate anyway.
Do you know how much parts of the entire creation we have to wash?!

Haha, okay, enough complaining.
The weird thing is I really love working at Hagen daz.
I love school.
I love church.
And all because everywhere there are wonderful people around me. :D

But again, the problem's at home.
Ah well.

The movie "The freedom writers" is really nice.
People, go catch it.
Wayne's really nice to send me home too.
Singing at Kbox's really fun.
Fancy us dancing like retards on the sofa.
Melody and Shirleen. ((:
Joanna just has to find her boyfriend.
Pfffft.
Joanna! I plucked off my nails again, I was too stressed up washing all the dishes.

Hahaha. I can't wait to see Miss Melody and Shirleen and Joanna tomorrow.
Say the word "Fugly" and see what they'll do.
And Miss Joanna laughing at my LIBERATED-TED.
Ah. The smiles of it all.
(:



Way back into love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


/And if I open my heart again, I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.