i wanna love you, you already know

Insanity.
I'm confused.
It's not supposed to be like that.
I'm sinking deeper into it.
The feelings are getting out of control.
Damn it, stay detached!
No I can't!
Sigh, what is this.
To follow the heart, can I?
Am I allowed?
I'm going to get hurt again.
People are going to leave. Again.
This time, away away away.
I want a hug.
Ah Shirleen, save me.